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I really don't feel well...

I am having to work through a migraine and throwing up to try and get my project done.

I'm going to die by the end of this semester.

Ton of bricks.

Can't sleep.

*sigh* My depression has been trying and it finally won because I decided to listen to music as I fell asleep instead of just do what I normally do and watch TV. There are so many songs that just hit me with a ton of emotion and wonder if all the decisions I've made are for the best. I'm happy with where I am now (well, I'd BE happy if it weren't for my depression), but I also question if everything I'm doing now is the best for me.

Maybe I should have taken more time to do this or waited longer to date these people or left school just for a while to get away. And it's overwhelming.

I just want to get away. I just want to stand on the beach. "She could feel the ocean fall and rise, she saw it's raging glory". I just want to take a long walk and listen to the ocean roar. Close my eyes and just listen. Just drift away to somewhere. Anywhere. Just away.

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migranes are evil. all your base are belong to us isnt that from an old video game that got messed up with the english?

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Rock it, motherfucker!

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Slurpee

motogpboy's picture
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no but we are talking. which is something we hadn't really done for 8 months.

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Hello from the random tour

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hi! i believe in you :)

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Happy meloversary. :)

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happy meloversary

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Happy Meloversary!!! ^_^

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Thank U ;)

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Love the *Regret* entry.
:)

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It honestly might be better that they didn't get it. Rio is in for a rude awakening

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yes! add me on facebook. grace walkman is my full name!

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well search the game once u find it there will be a lil box where u can rate it, and on that same box theres a lil plus sign click in then click "add to library" =)

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i just wanted to say hi.

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check your text messages geeeeeze

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haha hey there hun :)

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sup kiddo

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psst it's justin i.e. motogpboy psst

punkrockgrace's picture
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6 years?! no way!
It's been that long since we've talked too, right?
Because I think you had just gotten into a relationship when I joined.
Then you went to Vanguard.
Still there? what's going on with you girlfriend?

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happy six year meloversary!

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happy meloversary

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Happy meloversary ♥

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Happy Meloversary

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Happy Meloversary

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Congrats on ur Melo x6

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happy meloversary

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I have a wii &my man a 360 plus there's about a million ps2's in this house haha. im really into survival horror, third and first person shooters, and action action/ adventures. I enjoy fighting games when there's a bunch of friends over and we can get tournaments goin tekken tag being the all time fav =)

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well thank you. I think the reason in THIS case im so bummed about it is cuz his roommate, is also my bestfriend and tells me that while this girl exsisted she was definatley not his bang buddy or watever... so he made it up, obviously to upset me, and that upsets me lol lol

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Kittens ph34r me

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